hmm hmm
donoe what wrong we me today... made us so weird today....
all my fault yah....
so sorrry.... donoe why also....
it's weird that I suddenly had such strange feelings
I'm really apologetic abt it.
I promise I wont make ppl ard me upset again?
hahaha.... yah... just hope to become the familiar clown
that I used to be for my frens,
to bring them laughter and joy again.
hiaz
oh wells!!! friday's coming!!! yipppieee hahhaaa
hmm maybe I shdnt think so much too... hahhahaa
cheers!! tml will be a better day!!!
Thursday, October 18, 2007
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
sick but blessed
why do I fall sick so easily nowadays??
hahaha... sian.
anyways I'm still very blessed...... blessed in many ways...
got the scrapbook.
it's just too sweet le....
thanks....
cough cough...
am to lazy to do anything tonite.
no mugging.... think i'm goin to sleep at 1030pm le.
I'll be good tonight... sleep and rest well for friday.... ahem ahem....
too much phlegm le... hahahaa
hahaha... sian.
anyways I'm still very blessed...... blessed in many ways...
got the scrapbook.
it's just too sweet le....
thanks....
cough cough...
am to lazy to do anything tonite.
no mugging.... think i'm goin to sleep at 1030pm le.
I'll be good tonight... sleep and rest well for friday.... ahem ahem....
too much phlegm le... hahahaa
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Way back into Love.........
Various Artists Way Back into Love Lyrics
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need `em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Ohhhhh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end
Friday, September 28, 2007
whao... smashing great time!
whao... had such a smashing great time today!!! happy de!!! hahaha.. thank you!!
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Hwa Chong MAF
Attended Hwa Chong's annual MAF celebration!!!
it's so nostalgic to go back for MAF. Where all the seniors, old boys and girls and teachers and staff gather at the Central Plaza. There were performances but the highlight of Hwa Chong's MAF will always be the GRAND LIGHT UP!!!!
Particular meaningful for the ex-councillors of Hwa Chong, it's always an event that cannot be missed.... well the hardwork in putting the lantern web, the centre piece, the fountain, the city gates!! All this are a indispensable part of MAF.
Not to forget Coucillors leading the Hwa Chong college songs, melodies that are so easy to sing to and the lyrics to meaningful and apt. The MAF celebration will never be complete without the mass dance session where all the old boys and girls all figuring very hard to recap the dance steps while the ex-councillors so easily pick up the steps again. together with the chanting of the dance commands and cheering in between, everyone all seem to be like schooling young adults once again!!! tt's the pride of being a hwa chong councillor bah.... hahaha.... but I'm sure the current and old students had great fun too!!! MAF's a good time for classes to have reunion or something rite.
let the picture do the talking.......
This year, the centrepiece is a dragon. Quite a nice piece of work I must say. can u believe it! all these decoration done by a council strength of 40 plus people. INCREDIBLE. but we all did it. Picture of mass dance session.
the only people from 29th who went back! tt's the city gate aka cheng men!
us again
and us again with mr chiam
I think the fountain is nice too.
it's so nostalgic to go back for MAF. Where all the seniors, old boys and girls and teachers and staff gather at the Central Plaza. There were performances but the highlight of Hwa Chong's MAF will always be the GRAND LIGHT UP!!!!
Particular meaningful for the ex-councillors of Hwa Chong, it's always an event that cannot be missed.... well the hardwork in putting the lantern web, the centre piece, the fountain, the city gates!! All this are a indispensable part of MAF.
Not to forget Coucillors leading the Hwa Chong college songs, melodies that are so easy to sing to and the lyrics to meaningful and apt. The MAF celebration will never be complete without the mass dance session where all the old boys and girls all figuring very hard to recap the dance steps while the ex-councillors so easily pick up the steps again. together with the chanting of the dance commands and cheering in between, everyone all seem to be like schooling young adults once again!!! tt's the pride of being a hwa chong councillor bah.... hahaha.... but I'm sure the current and old students had great fun too!!! MAF's a good time for classes to have reunion or something rite.
let the picture do the talking.......
This year, the centrepiece is a dragon. Quite a nice piece of work I must say. can u believe it! all these decoration done by a council strength of 40 plus people. INCREDIBLE. but we all did it. Picture of mass dance session.
the only people from 29th who went back! tt's the city gate aka cheng men!
us again
and us again with mr chiam
I think the fountain is nice too.
video of us singing one hua chu de ge......
Friday, September 7, 2007
sickness
had so much thoughts when I wanted to write about this entry especially when I was on the bus, there was so much I wanted to say. but as here I am, settled down at home, I simply don't know how to begin this story. I'm feeling so lost now...
last year december, contacted an old fren of mine regarding this attendance to a long awaited gathering. however, he kindly down our offer as he was on medication and he just had an operation. Not willing to let me noe wat his illness was, I was also afraid to probe further. All I did was to hope he would recover soon and then we would meet again though I had already suspected something serious might had cropped up but I had no moral courage to find out more or maybe because I simple couldnt be bothered? I donoe.....
Then during this vacation, had met up with a few frens of mine from sch days As we were talking about the good old times, we realised this fren of mine have been missing in action. Naturally, we were curious and we were concern. Only till today that I found out from another fren that he happened to be quite seriously ill. Earlier in december he had an operation on his colon to remove the cancer. and now, he had been hospitalised because the cancer cell has spread and he had to have another operation.
All this while he had been so critically ill and he did not even want to trouble us by letting us noe of his condition. that is just so much like his character. strong and considerate.... not wanting to trouble others and to suffer all this on his own. Now, I don even noe if he would want us to know of his condition because the fact that he had hid all this from us, he must have felt that he shouldnt let us know. How is it possible for someone to know of this and act indifferent? yet, we have to respect his decision.
When I know of this, I was totally shocked. I totally donoe how to react.... but now when I'm typing.... tears just start to flow down uncontrollably... Recently I had fallen sick as well. being down with flu, we lament the way we cant find the energy to do anything. Even such a small flu can seem so unbearable to me. What about wat my fren is going thru rite now? I cannot imagine.
But now, even when I noe of this, there's nothing I can do! I felt so hopeless to do anything for this ex team mate of mine. I hate myself for being so useless, even for feeling so hopeless too. Right! there is still hope. Whatever it is, please give him the strength to undergo his treatment, and to be the same old healthy person he should be. bless him.
I hate the way I simply don cherish the things and people ard me. that I had taken them for granted, expecting that they will always be there. That is simply so UNTRUE! When we are so caught up with our own individual lives, we have failed to stopped and catch up with other people around us. that includes our parents, our families, our friends and even ourselves. As we are busy mugging, chasing skirts, and when we are having the greatest time of our lives, don forget about those who are deprived of such chance. The reason why you are having such great time is because of the people around you. then why cant we be there when a fren needs a spiritual support?
It saddens me to know that life can be so vulnerable, There so little we can do.... yet there's also so much for us to do if we want to. So little that I can offered to help, to ease the pain for him, to make him recover. Yet if we want to, we can start from now, to treat everyone the best that they shd deserve, to not take them for granted, and to make them loved. Especially loved by you. I'm bad at expressing my emotions, but I must say I love my family, all my frens and you my dearest fren.... these may sound hypocritically but at this point of time, this is really how I feel.
this entry may be incoherent and contains many error. just let it be, because it the first draft. reading and rewriting would make it meaningless.
last year december, contacted an old fren of mine regarding this attendance to a long awaited gathering. however, he kindly down our offer as he was on medication and he just had an operation. Not willing to let me noe wat his illness was, I was also afraid to probe further. All I did was to hope he would recover soon and then we would meet again though I had already suspected something serious might had cropped up but I had no moral courage to find out more or maybe because I simple couldnt be bothered? I donoe.....
Then during this vacation, had met up with a few frens of mine from sch days As we were talking about the good old times, we realised this fren of mine have been missing in action. Naturally, we were curious and we were concern. Only till today that I found out from another fren that he happened to be quite seriously ill. Earlier in december he had an operation on his colon to remove the cancer. and now, he had been hospitalised because the cancer cell has spread and he had to have another operation.
All this while he had been so critically ill and he did not even want to trouble us by letting us noe of his condition. that is just so much like his character. strong and considerate.... not wanting to trouble others and to suffer all this on his own. Now, I don even noe if he would want us to know of his condition because the fact that he had hid all this from us, he must have felt that he shouldnt let us know. How is it possible for someone to know of this and act indifferent? yet, we have to respect his decision.
When I know of this, I was totally shocked. I totally donoe how to react.... but now when I'm typing.... tears just start to flow down uncontrollably... Recently I had fallen sick as well. being down with flu, we lament the way we cant find the energy to do anything. Even such a small flu can seem so unbearable to me. What about wat my fren is going thru rite now? I cannot imagine.
But now, even when I noe of this, there's nothing I can do! I felt so hopeless to do anything for this ex team mate of mine. I hate myself for being so useless, even for feeling so hopeless too. Right! there is still hope. Whatever it is, please give him the strength to undergo his treatment, and to be the same old healthy person he should be. bless him.
I hate the way I simply don cherish the things and people ard me. that I had taken them for granted, expecting that they will always be there. That is simply so UNTRUE! When we are so caught up with our own individual lives, we have failed to stopped and catch up with other people around us. that includes our parents, our families, our friends and even ourselves. As we are busy mugging, chasing skirts, and when we are having the greatest time of our lives, don forget about those who are deprived of such chance. The reason why you are having such great time is because of the people around you. then why cant we be there when a fren needs a spiritual support?
It saddens me to know that life can be so vulnerable, There so little we can do.... yet there's also so much for us to do if we want to. So little that I can offered to help, to ease the pain for him, to make him recover. Yet if we want to, we can start from now, to treat everyone the best that they shd deserve, to not take them for granted, and to make them loved. Especially loved by you. I'm bad at expressing my emotions, but I must say I love my family, all my frens and you my dearest fren.... these may sound hypocritically but at this point of time, this is really how I feel.
this entry may be incoherent and contains many error. just let it be, because it the first draft. reading and rewriting would make it meaningless.
Sunday, August 19, 2007
liu ling ling at AMK ge tai
din noe tt the jacky wu's favourite "把我的皮箱拿来，把我的皮鞋擦黑" comes from this indian song. Anyway liu ling ling was quite funnnie during the the ge tai.
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